{"id":13741,"date":"2012-10-25T23:19:59","date_gmt":"2012-10-25T22:19:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/zo-was-ze-toen-ook-al"},"modified":"2022-10-25T18:00:12","modified_gmt":"2022-10-25T16:00:12","slug":"zo-was-ze-toen-ook-al","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/2012\/10\/25\/zo-was-ze-toen-ook-al\/","title":{"rendered":"Z\u00f2 was ze toen ook al &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<hr \/>\n<div class=\"gca-column one-half first\"><p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-77543\" src=\"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" height=\"1007\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix.jpg 500w, https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix-204x410.jpg 204w, https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix-362x730.jpg 362w, https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix-397x800.jpg 397w, https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix-90x181.jpg 90w, https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix-110x222.jpg 110w, https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/beatrix-320x644.jpg 320w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/p><\/div>\n<div class=\"gca-column one-half\"><div style=\"background-color: #f5f5f5;\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div class=\"WordSection1\">\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"line-height: 200%; text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-family: 'Bad Script'; font-size: 22pt;\"><em><span style=\"line-height: 200%;\">\"De koningin pakte mij kordaat bij de arm en gebood mij naast haar te gaan zitten. Dit nadat ik haar moeder geduldig naar boven had geleid via de grote witte trap in het midden van de stationshal met de enorme ramen en het fragiele mensje had uitgezwaaid, <span class=\"SpellE\">d\u00e0\u00e0r<\/span>, bij de lift.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\">&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"line-height: 200%; text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-family: 'Bad Script'; font-size: 22pt;\"><em><span style=\"line-height: 200%;\">Ik zat naast Bea op de stretcher en zij sloeg een arm om mij heen. Ze drukte me tegen haar aan en zei; \"<span class=\"SpellE\">H\u00f2\u00f2r<\/span>. Zo was ze toen ook al.\" en we luisterden samen naar een bandopname van de prinses van Oranje-Nassau waarvan het geluid uit de bolling van een gevallen parasol leek te komen.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\">&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"line-height: 200%; text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-family: 'Bad Script'; font-size: 22pt;\"><em><span style=\"line-height: 200%;\">Nadat Juliana's fr\u00eale stem langzaam wegebde in de echo van de tijd kneep Beatrix nog eenmaal stevig in mijn arm zoals alleen trotse dochters dat lijken te kunnen en liet vervolgens los met de woorden; \"Ja. <span class=\"SpellE\">Z\u00f2<\/span> was ze toen ook al\u2026\"<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\">&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"line-height: 200%; text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-family: 'Bad Script'; font-size: 22pt;\"><em><span style=\"line-height: 200%;\">Ze vroeg mij te gaan, knikte nog even goedkeurend naar me en draaide toen het hoofd de andere kant op, kijkend naar buiten, starend in het niets. De laatst gesproken woorden prevelend op de lippen maar met een koele blik.\"<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><div class=\"gca-utility clearfix\"><\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"color: #99ccff;\"><strong><span style=\"font-size: 40pt;\">E<\/span><\/strong><\/span>n <em>toen<\/em>.. <em>toen<\/em> werd ik wakker.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">'t Is dat ik het letterlijk opgeschreven heb, afgelopen nacht, <em>in<\/em> bed. <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Anders had ik mezelf niet geloofd. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Want <del><em>anti-monarchist<\/em><\/del> republikein \u00e9n mens als ik ben -ik heb werkelijk <em>h\u00e9-le-maal<\/em> niks met 't koningshuis-; z\u00f2 zout heb ik <em>ze<\/em> nog nooit gedroomd. Want <em>waar\u00f3m<\/em>??!?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> <em>What.the.fuck<\/em>? &#x1f633;&#x1f631;<\/span><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><center><a href=\"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/wtf.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-13750\" style=\"border: 1px solid black; margin: 0px;\" title=\"wtf\" src=\"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/wtf.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1024\" height=\"560\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/wtf.jpg 600w, https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/wtf-300x164.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><\/center><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":77548,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wikipediapreview_detectlinks":true,"passster_activate_protection":null,"passster_protect_child_pages":"","passster_protection_type":"password","passster_password":"","passster_passwords":"","passster_password_list":"","passster_password_lists":"","passster_activate_user_restriction":"","passster_user_restriction_type":"user-role","passster_user_restriction":"no-role","passster_activate_overwrite_defaults":"","passster_headline":"","passster_instruction":"","passster_placeholder":"","passster_button":"","passster_id":"","passster_activate_misc_settings":"","passster_redirect_url":"","passster_hide":"no","passster_area_shortcode":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[872,40,1092],"tags":[1125,1141,1159],"class_list":["post-13741","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-frjemd","category-meaculpa","category-weemoed-en-melancholie","tag-frjemd","tag-meaculpa","tag-weemoed-en-melancholie"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13741","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13741"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13741\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/77548"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13741"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13741"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eamel.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13741"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}